Obviously...

My heart doesn't always process things
The way my mind does
Sometimes they agree
And other times they are at odds
Or at each other's throat
Because everybody wants
To get their point across
Obviously, each feels that its more important
Than what the other has to say
At times I find difficulty
Trying to decipher
Which one of the two is right
Obviously my thoughts
Make me rational
And my feelings
Make me human
So they clash when its time
To meet in the middle
Traveling down the road of uncertainty
Of curiosity
Of wonder
Heart felt emotions
Overshadow logic sometimes
Forcing me to choose between the two
Obviously, I'm alone in this choice
A choice that I've been making
From day one
Hoping that my unanswered questions
Will get an honest answer
Or maybe form into statements
That I hold on as a friendly reminder
That obviously...
My thoughts have often lead me astray
And obviously my feelings
Are not good enough.

Creation...

"God made woman from man...so that she would always be apart of him & know what is needed to make him better"

-Sean

The Allure...

The voice
In my head
Is telling me
That I need
To get my shit
Together
And be a man
About it
Asking all these
Questions...like
Why did you do it?
Why did you say that?
Where were you when...?
Why didn't you do more?
And
What are you going to do about it now?
All questions
That I can't
Thoroughly answer
I don't have a rebuttal
With any kind of substance to it
Other than
I don't know
I could scream my dedication
Off the highest building
Write infinite poems and sonnets
Or even simply...
Just say how I feel
Attempting to communicate
Through the hidden barrier
That now lies between us...
But what does that solve
If the outcome is not
What it's supposed to be
Nothing more than a misguided soul
Stuck with a bunch of
Unanswered questions
What if's
And shoulda, coulda, woulda's
Traveling on a road
Of uncertainty
And instability
Hoping that tomorrow
Holds something much better
All in the name
Of love.

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