closed.

i've mostly been on tumblr... catch me there... http://amaninretrospect.tumblr.com/

there is not much many know about me aside from these blogs...i try to open up a little more, but things happen and confirm my reason for not wanting any and everybody close to me... there are few people that know everything about me, and i want to keep it that way... people use things against you... they find out where you're vulnerable and then use it to try to weaken you... there are things that i don't even wish to address within myself...that is an internal issue i'll just have to deal with as time goes by... new people put me on high alert... what are your intentions? i guess that's not a good way to be, but when you've been through as much as i have... then you have no choice but to be... like this.

maybe one day i'll open up... until then, it's safer staying closed.

nobody gets hurt.

peace.